My views on sexuality
- If you’re gay, that’s cool
- If you’re a lesbian, that’s cool
- If you’re asexual, that’s cool
- If you’re bisexual, that’s cool
- If you’re pansexual, that’s cool
- If you’re straight, that’s cool
- If you’re not sure, that’s cool
- If you hate on somebody for their sexuality, fuck you.
I have a panic disorder. While having an attack one day, I called my boyfirend because I was scared. He hung up the phone as soon as I said that and was over in no time to comfort me.
He doesn’t have a car.
He lives 10 miles away.
Go write this in a book. NOw.
this reminds of the time my boyfriend was outside my window when this happened to me
"Most of the pain you’re dealing with are really just thoughts.. ever think of that?"
"1 Corinthians 13:4-8
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away."
I love the feeling of talking to someone on the phone late night and knowing they fall asleep on me. I know most people would take that as being rude, or as if they were boring them, but I take it as the complete opposite. I take that as being adorable. If you’ve had a long day and you’re tired, by all means go to sleep, but if you would like to carry conversation with me even as you’re falling asleep, than I’ll be right there to listen. I take that as they really wanted to talk to me but were exhausted, but didn’t want to hang up, because they wanted to converse. I can appreciate someone’s efforts on wanting to talk. Most people are quiet these days, so I’ll take a conversation with you any night. And whether it’s about something simple, or about life, it’s wonderful and I rather be on the phone with them, than not talk to them at all, even if we are silent.
I know most people would be annoyed, but I would think most people would appreciate good company, in person or on the phone. To me, there’s something cute about hearing them breathe in and out as they sleep so calmly, and at peace. I love to know that you are resting, I love to know you had a great day, because as much as I want to talk to you, your well being matters to me much more. There’s something that’s reassuring about having someone on the phone at night. When it’s quiet, and your thoughts can process better, and the interruptions are to a minimum and it’s just you and that person, it’s nice. Whether it’s your lover or your best friend, I think there’s a feeling of not being alone, a feeling of having someone there, a feeling that most of us like having. <3